It's the Final COunt DoWn lol

In a little over three weeks (25 days to be exact) I will marry the woman of my dreams and the love of my life, Brooke Angel Powell. I couldn't be happier. I am so full of joy and excitement i think that i might explode! I miss Brooke like a crazy person, but this feeling knowing that our wedding date is just around the corner, fills me with such happiness that the sadness that comes from being separated from the one your heart adores is eclipsed by the joy that comes from knowing that i'm going to be with her for time and all eternity, the way that God intended families to be together forever. It will forever be a mystery to me how such a good, attractive, sweet, compassionate woman fell in love with me.
I think about our future together and i get giddy lol. everyday after i come home from work i picture how it's going to be when we're married being able to come home to her. There could be nothing better than to spend every moment together. She is my everything. I Love her so much for her sweet spirit, kindness, and her affection and because she makes me happy. So I will wait for now till i get to hold my baby again, be able to kiss her softly and tell her without a phone, or a computer in my way that I love her, that she is and forever will be my everything.

Things always keep getting better :)

My life seems to be almost perfect and just when i think that things couldn't possibly get any better, they do! I don't know why but I'm not complaining and me talking about it is probably going have some irony to it all but I don't care I feel the need to express gratitud for all the blessings that I keep getting. I am engaged to the most wonderful woman I've ever met, and I got a good paying job that's going to provide for us, and now my WIFI is working on my laptop so that I can skype with that gorgeous girl again.

Leaving again :(

These past two weeks have been amazing. Brooke decided to surprise me two weeks ago and bought a ticket and flew up to Alaska to see me, I went out to eat at chili's with my parents, me and my Dad were supposed to meet up with my mom. So we get to the Restaurant and sit down and decide to wait for her. After about 10 minutes my mom shows up and this extremely beautiful woman slide into the booth and sits down right next to me. It was Brooke!!! i was so shocked i just kept thinking that it wasn't real that she wasn't really there with me. I was so happy and just kept holding and hugging her. I still tease her about lying to me though lol.
Since she's been up here we've kept busy visiting the WHOLE FULLMER FAM, which is huge and so far she's pretty much met everyone from Great Grandma down to Brinkly (the youngest Fullmer). I know she's been a little overwhelmed by the whole experience but she's been a good sport about it all lol. Plus the family absolutely loves her.
So it's Friday and tomorrow my love will leave once again and go back to Texas. I hate to think about it, and I don't want to see her go and have to deal with the pain that being separated from her causes me. I know it's not forever but still there is nothing better nothing more sweet than being able to spend time with the person you love and care about the most. These past two weeks have been so good and even though she's going to be gone I'm so excited and happy for our plans this summer, WE'RE GETTING MARRIED!!!!

texas time

I keep the clock on my computer on Texas time, just like to know what time it is for Brooke and imagine what she's doing. When she goes to bed try to think about what she's dreaming and hope that it's about me the same way my dreams are filled with her. I just got off the phone with her a little bit ago. We stay in contact and are in constant communication with one another if its not talking on the phone its through texts, skype and emails. Oh how i miss her so much. My life is filled with a deep void that i know she is the only person who can fill it. Being apart kills me and i know it causes her so much pain and it really gets her down and it's those times when she's really feeling it that i wish more than ever i had the power to fly and be by her side. I miss her so much i hurts me and i often find it difficult to hold back the tears that suddenly seem to come to my eyes at the most awkward of times, at work, or while i'm sitting in class.
Over all compared to the first part of us being apart, things have gotten a little easier to bear as far as it can go when you're separated from the person who means most to you. I find myself doing little things to make it seem like Brooke is here with me, i read her letters to me, look at our pictures that we've taken and just think about the memories that we've shared and all the ones that we have ahead. I'm so happy and so incredibly giddy and giggly to know that Brooke and I are going to be married. I am the luckiest man in the world to be marrying such a beautiful, kind, caring, spiritual, and affectionate woman such as Brooke, she's a one of a kind and I'm so thankful that I was the one she said yes to.

It just fits

my whole life has changed
since you came in i knew back then
you were that special one,
I'm so in love, so deep in love,
you made my life complete
you are so sweet no one competes
glad you came into my life
you blind me with your love,
with you I have no sight.

Girl you open me, I'm wide open
And i'm doing things I never do
But I feel so good
I feel so good
Why'd it take so long me finding you
this is my story and i'm telling you
it's not fiction it's surely a fact
without you right here, having my back
I really don't know just where i'd be at

God blessed me girl
he was good to me when he sent you
I'm so happy share my world
I'm so in love
I'm addicted to your love baby

I love how there is always a song that seems to fit or express the way i feel perfectly about Brooke. I love the thought and the feeling it give me when I think about us creating a life and a home together. There's no other woman that i could or would ever want to be with other than her. I love thinking back remembering the times we spent together, How I knew from the beginning that she was the one for me, I never really believed in love at first sight but I feel that that's how it worked out for me. I've started writing a book or just our story. Thinking about the time that I first met her sitting on the curb in front of the temple she says that she was "tirada" but to me she was stunning. We've been writing letters to each other since we've been apart, i love it. When ever i'm feeling lonely I'll pull them out and go to one of our spots, by the swing, on our corner, or my hammoc and read them. I feel close to her then.
Brooke makes me so happy and I feel so blessed and so thankful. We're getting married!!!


She is my everything and I love her.

Life is sooooo Good

Life is soooo good. I cannot describe how happy and how excited I am about the next 6 months and it all involves me and this beautiful little lady named Brooke and our plans to get married!!! So in about 26 days my lovely fiance will come back to our little island of love to visit and come see her sister's graduation. i can't wait!!



a week later after semester ends we'll be flying north to Alaska so that she can meet my family and they can finally meet her. It's going to be a fun time, i just hope that she doesn't feel too overwhelmed, my family is HUGE! that's the Fullmer clan we we have a lot of people in our family.



So we'll leave to Alaska on the 13th of April and then she'll fly back down to Texas while I'll stay behind and work till we'll meet again in Texas a little while later where we'll be married on July 23rd in the Houston, Texas temple for time and all eternity. I am the most blessed man in the world, i could not ask for a greater blessing than to know that I am going to be marrying the woman I love in the temple of the Lord forever. Life is sooooo good.

SHE SAID YES!!!!!!!

This past week has probably been the greatest and most important of my life. On the 19th of Feb. I flew out to Texas to go visit my girlfriend Brooke and meet her family with plans to ask her parents for permission to marry her. So the whole time that I was on my way to Texas i was so nervous about everything; meeting her family, hoping that they were gonna like me and then trying to imagine what they would think about me, pretty much a total stranger asking them to trust me with their daughters happiness, I'm not sure nervous is good enough of a word to describe the complex emotions that were running through my mind and having an effect inside of me. The whole time i was on the plane these feelings were starting to make me feel a little anxious. When i got to San Antonio and was waiting for Brooke and her mom to come pick me up from the airport I was still feeling on edge, then i looked up and saw coming in from the door, the most beautiful woman I had ever seen and the love of my life. The moment i laid eyes on my Brooke all feelings of nervousness and anxiety left replaced by the utter happiness that someone can only experience at seeing their love again after being away from them for so long. I rushed towards her and picked her up in my arms and kissed her. It felt exactly like the first time that our lips had touched, full of love and just an overwhelming good feeling. I hugged her and held her and didn't want to let go. I was more sure than ever in that moment that this was the woman that i wanted to ask to marry me.



So later i got to meet the rest of the family from grandparents to aunts and uncles, cousins, nieces and her other two sisters and parents. I can honestly say that i fell in love with them as soon as i met them. I felt welcome and at peace with them, it was another confirmation to me that i was going to make the right decision.
On Monday night the 22nd of Feb. I spoke to Brooke's parents and asked them for their blessing to marry their daughter. they said yes and asked me when i was going to do it and i told them the next night.
Tuesday the 23rd I decided was the day that i was going to ask Brooke to marry me. I built a little fire outside in her backyard in a fire place and we laid down on a blanket and watched a slide show that I had made of the pictures that we took from the begining of our relationship. After that I read a Poem that I had written to her expressing what she means to me and as I finished the last lines I got down on one knee and asked Brooke to be my wife. I looked up at her pretty face for exactly 5 heart beats, it was as if time had slowed down, then she said that one little word that I was longing to hear. she said YES!!!!


So now I'm engaged to the woman who is better than any that i could ever dream of. i feel so blessed and loved, I'm the luckiest guy in the world. She is so sweet, loving and affectionate and shows me how much she cares. I love her, I Love Brooke Angel Powell.



ps. I have the greatest future in-laws a guy could hope to have, i love the Daniels, Powells and Mills almost as much as my Baby Girl.